SamAyo_writes

Hello, I'm apathy A human with no sympathy No interest in empathy Not even a fan of antipathy I am a human robot A walking humanoid No, I'm not paranoid The idea of love gets me annoyed Love to me is abstract A strange feeling I cannot have A design flaw I see in humans I stay immune to its virus A mirage casted by hope I steer clear of emotional stress I stay focused Unblinded by the illusion of emotions I am apathy Yes, I care in reality Showing love in actuality Love for myself and none else I am not selfish I just put me first Not thoughts for you or your friend It all about me, apathy ©SamAyo 

Just a taste of this fruit Eating from it till I'm full Just a moment to have one A little life I can call my own Years have rolled by Yet I wait on; I look up to God and ask why? Advices and vices Aimed at one goal The fullness of my own joy A life I can call Joy I want to hear another cry A cry not from me or him A cry from a smaller being I need to find my Shiloh Where I can bend low Pray my heart out to my creator And be hopeful for a Joy Yes, a mother's joy A cry of love A cry of joy I am but a woman Yet I covet something more Motherhood is my aim A goal I wish to achieve Yet again I've been denied A chance to get this goal How can I feel whole again?